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[03 Oct 2004|06:01pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Underminded-Brind on the blood ] http://profiles.myspace.com/users/7069941 2 ,619 ,858 ,111 comments. Reminisce.

updated by nicole [09 Sep 2004|10:20pm] [ mood | horny ] This lazy boy chooses not to update.  So I shall do it for him.  He is the gayest guy  i've ever known and he loves fat hippos. ;] Whatever with this stuff. Later. Reminisce.

[22 Jul 2004|06:14pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | Billy Talent- The Ex ] So its the first week of school and i'm a senior and its going grrrreat like fuckin frosted flakes. My teachers are okay, i have guitar class again, but this time my bestest cousin romeos in the class along with Justin,eddy from lower D, and Jamil. There's a bunch of freshmen that just came in and some look pretty good even though i'm a senior, ahaha. I have math analysis with peter ecdao/jeff/matt mariano/lauren and paula. My english class is pretty hard, but the teacher is funny as fuck. My chemistry teachers easy and so is my econ teacher. Schools going good, nuff said. My summer was pretty good. I went to hawaii for two weeks with my family and my cousin romeo. One week at Kaui and another at Oahu. It was fuckin fun, we went to the beach practically every day, skim boarding, body boarding, sand castles and dams =]...ahaha. There were alot of girls, a couple wanted some pictures of me and romeo..LOL, mostly the girls that tried to "holler" were because of me and romeo showing off our skim boarding skills. The waves at hawaii are wayyy better than cali's, i got fucked up by this killer fuckin wave at sandy beach in north shore, i got slammed on some coral and my chest got all fucked up. Hmmm...what else, OHH YEAH me and romeo found this geko in the bathroom of our house in hawaii and i caught the damn thing and romeo laid but naked on the floor and i put the geko on his butt!!!!!!LOL! It was sooo fuckin funny,i couldn't breathe worth shit. Hmm, i got girl's numbers, which was pointless..ahaha. The shaved ice there was the fuckin best. The sand there was the fuckin best. Nuff said about hawaii. When i came home me and this one "breezy"(don't want to say her name) broke up, nuff said about that. Hmm, hung out with the hommie g dog niggsters alot and I got fadded a grip, went to six flags, soak city for "filipino day", band practices, and whoever egged my house when i was gone is or are fuckin pussys that won't fess up cuz there just a bunch of little fuck faces that just don't wanna scrap instead of playing these little kid games by egging houses, The End =]. If i forgot something and remember it, i'll add it onto this long entry. -edward 5 ,619 ,858 ,111 comments. Reminisce.

Separation [14 Jul 2004|01:10am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | Greeley Estates-Without You ] Gave my fuckin heart out to you and even a part of my innocence. I let you into my life…my world. You were my life seeing your face every day and hearing your voice on phone lines. I cared so much for us and I’d do anything just to save us from destruction, but all that wasn’t even enough for you not to leave me for that fuckin dick. I treated you wrong? Only because you made so many promises and broke them. I only acted upon your actions. With me in denial, I didn’t want to believe that your actions were truth. I wanted to believe you were the one for me. I wanted to believe in everything. Maybe it was just me that wanted to believe. If you wanted to destroy every speck of hope for you and me …then you did a pretty good job. I guess I never really knew the real you, if this is who you really are then I’m forced to regret. How can you live with yourself, you left something unsolved? There was a different resolution, I think you just didn’t want to accept that…yeah I know you were tired of how I treated you, but that all just leads to the promises you made. How could I confide in you when you didn’t even open your heart up to me as I did to you? Mistakes happen and maybe you were the mistake, I don’t want to believe that. It feels so empty without you…your haunting me in my sleep and glimpses of the good times we had just kill me. How can you throw the feelings you have for me away and replace them with another? I’ve tried to win you back too many times, but you’re just lost now. Picturing you and someone else tears me apart. Reading the first and last letter you wrote me makes me wish things were still like that. I wish there was still another chance for us…I wish, but your moving on and so I’m forced to move on too. You’re just a memory that’s etched inside my mind…A story with a fucked up ending. 10 ,619 ,858 ,111 comments. Reminisce.

Random [14 Apr 2004|12:31pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | It dies today ] I'm getting lazy in this thing... 5 ,619 ,858 ,111 comments. Reminisce.

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